Hi guys!

I felt pretty random today and said to myself 'hey! why don'cha make a blog?'

So I did.

Obviously.

I'm not exactly sure what a blog is, but yeah XD

Sooooo should I rant about how boring my life is? How sucky everything is?

No?

Tuff, deal with it, or I'll bite you.

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So have you ever felt like your lifes just ... Well falling apart? I have, and I am at the moment ='[ I'm trying to not whineor anything, because I know that this is just what most teenagers go through, right?

- List of what I've 'gone through' -

* I've lost the person I luv and care for even more then myself to another girl

* He knows I still luv him ... well ... he thinks I luv him like a Brother. Because he luvs me like a Sister, which makes me angry at him. Even though I know he has done nothing wrong by loving someone else. I should be happy for him finding the luv of his life, right? ... Well I'm not. Cos the luv of his life isn't me. And I wish it was.

* My two best friends thought I was bitching about them, so they got 5 girls to beat me up. (Luckly all my limbs are still attached. For the record, I bit them so hard they bled. Teeth rule.)

* My parents tell me to shut up EVERY time I say something

* The guy who I luv is seriusly ill and I can't do anything to help him.

* I keep on puking =[

* I haven't spoken to the guy I luv for a whole week now and I have the feeling we wont be talking any time soon. And if we don't, it will litterally rip me apart from the inside out.

* I need to stop whinning about everything like a child XD

Well yeah, thats my long-ish list. Just thought I'd let it all out.

Is that what a blog's ment to be like? >.> No? ... crud

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Enough of the whinning me thinks ^^

How about I talk about happy stuff?

yes?

good.

* I'm on holiday right now and have made some GREAT friends. I luv them all to peices.

* One guy has a crush on me ... And he is pretty cute

* I've just gotten my fake vampire fangs in the mail!

* I have just bought some tru Blood drink! Limited edition baby! XD

Other good stuff's happened, but I can't be asked to write more

Oh and Yeah, I know I have issues, big issues. But hey, everybody goes through tough times, and people shouldn't be laughed at, or joked around with cos of it ^^ so no horrid comments or anything plz, but if u can't help urself then ... meh ...

*long silence*

Comment away?